Saturday, November 5, 2011

to love you in the way you need

o love you in the way i need you love photo love image, http://weheartit.com/entry/16966524
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You just left my apartment, just moments ago. You confided in me, fears about her. The girl who stole your heart years ago. The girl who destroyed it and for the past 18 months has kept pieces of it across the ocean. Now she's returning, and you'll return to her.

You're my best friend. Our simple, casual friendship grew letter after letter, visit after visit. The past four months you've been by my side. I like who I am when I'm with you. I was starting to lose pieces of me, you brought them back. You helped me put myself together and I love you for that. Now it is time for me to be there for you. You are going to go back to the girl that broke you, if she'll have you. You won't admit it, but we both know what is about to happen. It may work out for a while, but eventually you'll be left more messed up than before. You are lost and likely to have your heart broken in the next 10 days. There is an easy way to avoid this heart ache, but you were never one to take the easy way. I like that about you.

I'm afraid of seeing your torn apart. I'm afraid of loosing my best friend. Sadly those are the two options. I want you to be happy, perhaps more than I want me to be happy. I guess that means, if it was up to me....I would choose to loose you. I would choose to watch you be happy. However if she breaks you, I will be there to collect the pieces and put you together again. Fix you like you fixed me.

No matter how the next few weeks pan out. You should know how this whole situation would end if we lived in a chick flick. I would win. She would come home, you would turn her down and run to me. You would confess your love to me and we would ride off into the sunset, or in our case ride off to graduate school. Since we live in reality, I am willing to love you in the way you need me to.

12 comments:

  1. I think you're really awesome for this and really incredibly strong. He's lucky to have you. Good luck & I hope he sees what's right in front of him, one hell of a good friend.

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  2. i completely understand you.. it's hard. but stay strong! you seem a really really nice person and deserve to be incredibly happy! like the previous post said: hope he sees what's right in front of him

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  3. Does this boy know you love him like this? You're so much stronger than I am. I would want him to be happy too, but I couldn't watch it and wait for it to be over. I wish I were more like you.

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  4. i love this. i really love this. i don't usually read lelove-stories but i'm so f-king happy i chose to read this one. and to you. i hope it turns out to the best for you, i really hope he realizes what he has besides him. stay strong.

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  5. THis is probably the best post you have written. Be strong.

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  6. True love is when you put his happiness and interest ahead of your own. Stay strong and everything will work out well in the end.

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  7. If i was half of half of a good friend to the guy i'm in love with, i would be glad.. Keep strong, someday i REALLY hope that he finally will open his eyes and SEE you. You seem like you are amazing.

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  8. You're an amazing friend and I hope he's on the verge of that realization. I hope he makes it over and sees you in the end.

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  9. Be a friend, lover and companion. Sigh.

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  10. please read/enjoy:

    http://freeluckyeasy.blogspot.com/

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  11. I too have found my soul mate in the form of a friend. It is trying but remember we are the anomaly. Unique in our own and selfless in our entirety.

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  12. that was really a romantic place to have a date.. :)

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