Friday, October 15, 2010

this fear


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34 comments:

  1. i've recently discovered, and now i'm free. finally. you won't fool me anymore =)

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  2. I knew it from the beginning.. I know You were a fraud, but I didnt care.. I started to get real feelings for You after a few years.. Ive always felt free anyways.. So funny to see You covering up all of Your lies..
    Write a book, and tell the whole story, You really have the gift of writing.. And You will always be My girl no matter what...

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  3. I think its even sadder, when you realize that what you thought they were... they aren't.

    xo

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  4. So true.
    But that's why love makes us happy : because it makes us more confident.

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  5. that's what happened to mle, but it's the opposite. i've discovered that she's not as great as i thought she was

    http://lovers-shore.blogspot.com/

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  6. Really true !!!

    http://elleandco.blogspot.com

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  7. Its funny how people always think that, and the people they think that about can't ever understand how its possible. Sad that sometimes it comes true. ah, such is life! or should i say love? !

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  8. no one is great all the time. and those who cant also love the non-great parts of another person will never have a long lasting relationship.

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  9. I also think is terrible when you do people think you are more than you really are

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  10. It takes but mere seconds to "discover" how disgustingly obese you are. BARF MORE. Or eat less.

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  11. basically sums up how i feel RIGHT now...

    http://theutterlyinspired.blogspot.com/

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  12. powerful statement. true in so many degrees. but true love will see right through. so if it's not true love, why bother?

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  13. this is definetly how i feel right now. I have this fear that he has made me into this person i can nevr be and it scares me that one day we will notice that i am not that fantastic perfect person that he makes me out to be. i am so rediculously flawed and it scares me that when he finally sees that i wont be enough :(

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  14. Wow. This is EXACTLY what I feel. Constantly.

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  15. and that day already came... </3

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  16. we've broken up amicably. i still hope i am who he thought i was.

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  17. its not that you nt great its just that you cant see your greatness.... I see it

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  18. i found your blog, and this is so good. I feel the same with you. I can't stop reading this. And the pictures are really good and lovely! :)

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  19. when someone continuously hurts you and you realize they aren't all that they are cracked out to be something inside clicks. Sometimes its exactly what you need to be able to let them go...

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  20. the fear we all are afraid of isn't it? At leat I am

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  21. then BE that great. for them and for you.

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  22. so true..
    But if he loves you, he thinks your great anyway.

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  23. I figured you out. You're not what I thought. You're not who I thought. I still wish you were.

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  24. who are you?
    You’re not who I thought you were. You’re not great. You’re not selfless. You’re not nice. You’re hurting her, everyday. Stop. Just stop. I thought you cared about others. I thought you put other people above yourself. You don’t. I don’t know who you are. You’re not who I thought. I still wish you were.

    I had so many ideas of you in my head. Ideas of us. I figured you out. I’m just sorry it had to be this late. You’re hurting. But you’re hurting her. And you’re hurting me. You didn’t have to. You chose to hurt us. You lied to us.

    I thought you were sincere, genuine, honest... I thought you were one of the most fascinating people I knew. Who are you? I sure as hell don’t know. I figured you out. I knew I was a fool, I just didn’t know it was to this extent. The lights let in, but everything still feels dark.

    How can you do that to her? She loves you. She’s not harming anyone. Sorry she cares. Sorry I cared. You’re not worth any of this. And you know it. I mistook your self hate as undeserving. That it was your self esteem and pain speaking: not the truth.

    You’ve been lying to me. You’ve been lying to her. And who the fuck is this other girl?- I didn’t know the math equation was so long and had so many variables. You’re sneaky, and deceptive and manipulative. And something in me knew it. I saw hints of him in you every now and then, and it scared me. But I trusted you. I thought you were different. I didn’t think you were just like all the other boys. I thought you were something special. You’re not. I still wish you were.

    For just a second I thought I could trust you and let you in. Take down my walls. I’m cautious. I’m leery. -- Thank god. You would’ve destroyed me.

    I thought you were someone else.
    I don’t know how you tricked me. But I promise you that it won’t happen again.

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  25. My love,
    What makes you great is that you are YOU. I never stopped believing that you are great and even now that you have chosen to me without me I still think you are wonderful and great.

    I am very happy I was once part of your life and I am blessed for having been part of your life.
    Thank you for everything you did for me.
    I love you

    Mark

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  26. M,

    I love you too.

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  27. sweets,
    Let's make it happen

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