Friday, October 16, 2009

you really are.



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19 comments:

  1. Your blog makes me think that me and my boyfriend will make it.

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  2. Awwwww. I love it.

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  3. kewl
    really sexy guys ....
    gr888

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  4. where do you've got these pictures from ? i love them :)

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  5. I just love your blog. it's amazing

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  6. But I never feel like I am beautiful. Ever. Even when I'm told I am. Tonight a guy told me, "You're gorgeous, but I have a girlfriend who is even more gorgeous. But you're a close second." Gee thanks, by the way that doesn't make me feel beautiful at all...

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  7. hey anonymous. I know that what other people say to you in life, is important. That having other people tell you, that you are beautiful and meaningful means everything. But what´s most imporant, which is the hardest, is trying to see yourself as beautiful. It is hard, I try everyday to tell myself that your worth it, but sometimes it helps going to your friends and family, and hearing some nice words from them ^^

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  8. Is that Johnny Depp in the words picture?

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  9. Your blog is absolutely beautiful, what a lovely celebration of love.

    The pictures are wonderfully simplistic and yet they say so much.

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  10. Nice to see a happy kind of love :)

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  11. People always tell you to dare, be brave. Tell him how you feel, it might end up good. Yeah, might, but what if it don't? What happens then? You're still left with your feelings, just a slightly bit more ashamed. I took a shot, i told him how i felt. And he didn't feel the same way, no not even a bit. Your love, it just goes to waste. When tears/sex and the city/too much drinks/girlfriends doesn't help, what do you do then? When all that is left is you. You, your pain and no one that wants to fix you.

    Is there an answer to this question? Because I'd like to hear it.

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  12. Your love makes me beautiful.

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  13. Beautiful, I love this picture of feet in bed together like we do. You know I think you are beautiful. Ace

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  14. Dear M:
    It was maybe 4 years ago? Maybe 3, not quite sure. I was in love. I was in love with whom I thought was perfect in his imperfections. And I decided I wanted to tell him. I remember thinking, "I wish I could tell you, I wish I could tell you that I loved you and have you not respond. Just so I would have that moment, however long it may be, where there was no rejection, no kind let-downs. Just so I would have that moment where I could tell you that I loved you, the moment where I could make my feelings real, and have them not be shut down instantly. And I remember the night I told him. A text message. At the end of a phone call. (Hey, I was nervous!) He responded, "I hope you have a good night." That's what I wanted, right? No response? Yes, that's what I wanted. Well apparently, I didn't know what the fuck I wanted, because I literally drove myself fucking crazy the entire time I was left dangling on a flimsy string.
    Darling, my point is. He didn't love me. Well, yes he did, but not in the way I wanted. In that friendship way, is the way he loved me. He didn't want to be with me, he didn't want to be mine, nor did he want me to be his. I was left with my feelings, my intense, unyeiling, overpowering feelings. My heart ached, my soul felt shattered. I remember thinking, why can't he love me? What is wrong with me? Why am I not good enough?
    But the thing is, I wasn't loving myself. I was good enough. I still am good enough. He just didn't see that. And why would I want to be with someone who couldn't see the great things about me? I know that I deserve to be loved back with the same intensity, passion, and devotion that I give and so I realized that I didn't want to waste my time thinking about someone who couldn't see me as being a gift to his life.
    I know that it's hard, and I know that love hurts and that heartache hurts even worse, but I also know that nothing can break you if you love yourself. Because the biggest strength you'll ever get comes from inside of you. Just know that you are worth so unbelievably much and deserve way more than you ever dreamed. Because it's true.

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  15. When i see this picture and the quote i cant help but to smile. cuz i know how it feels know, to hear that and have him behind me like that!

    "you are so beautiful"
    "you say that about everything!"
    "yeaa but you really are!"

    i'm never going to forget that moment.

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  16. Oh my god, there's a lot of effective material in this post!

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