Tuesday, April 22, 2014

to just stop loving someone

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I did a lot of cocaine today, It's almost 4 am now, and I'm lying here alone again, my body is so tired, but my mind isn't and it's killing me, I keep replaying our favorite memories over and over again... Till I break...

Then I pick up the pieces on my own and try to fix myself. But it's never the same, It's never going to be the same... I'm never going to me the same

I want you to be happy, and I understand that no longer includes me. What I don't understand is how it's possible to just stop loving someone, just like that.



  1. You are in touch with your feelings, others might supress them or anger them. It's okay.

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  2. Its THE hardest thing in life... cocaine not so good, it cost me everything I had and then I felt even worse, which believe me is possible. It will get easier, keep it in the day, or the moment, and it is OK as the other person said. Im sorry mate

  3. my advice? book a ticket and go somewhere, im serious, breathe a different fresh air, get yourself on your feet again, ditch the cocaine, swim everyday, and volunteer for something, just travel....now.....he is not worth your tears, not worth your pain, all of the energy and all the love you gave him....put it to use to something else!! its okay to be bitter and cold in the beginning...you heart will love something else....hope this helps.......RR

  4. I don't understand it either - how you can just stop loving someone, just like that. And I guess I never will. But eventually you stop loving them too and that's when things start getting easier.. I promise you, things will get easier. Six months ago I was in your shoes, heartbroken and left behind and I felt like the sun would never shine again. But without me even noticing it, things slowly started to get better. Stop with the cocaine, you will only temporarily dull the pain - it does not go away.. You have to live through it in order to get to the other side.. Good luck!

  5. My girl and I just ended things because she was using coke and never told me. Thing is I just wish she told me from the start and opened up about it so we could do something about it together. Don't let the coke tear you away from people you love.

  6. It's not possible to forget someone once you have felt that vulnerable happiness ! No matter how much we try the memories just keep coming back and back and you start imagining what it would be like had it not ended .I guess, after a certain period of time we accept it as a part of ourselves and don't even notice it anymore.But we are stronger in our hearts than we give ourselves credit for.Feeling that pain and still waking up for another day ,that's our heart telling us to go on !Once we realize that we start healing !

  7. "I want you to be happy, and I understand that no longer includes me. What I don't understand is how it's possible to just stop loving someone, just like that."
    That's what I say every day. It's so hard! I make a mistake and I hurt him but I still love him. I want him back. It would be hard but there is still hope. Everything is possible and I know that I'll get a chance to repair it. I still hope!

  8. Just so you know, I'm there too.

  9. :'( i feel this so much

  10. this is late, but just found the site.
    thinking of you and hoping you managed to ditch the coke.
    praying for you, that you will be filled with Hope, fresh Faith, Strength to go on and Courage. Not sure if you believe or not but nonetheless, you have a Heavenly Father that loves you. It's hard to describe or explain but I pray that you experience it, just I did during my heartbreak. May He hold you, protect you, care for you and reassure you that like the mountains, trees, stars, fish, etc, He sets everything beautiful in its time (Ecclesiastes 3 verse 11 [*Bible]) - even the painful things. There's nothing that happens in your life that catches Him by surprise so I just pray you'll know that you are loved (with a Love that doesn't move or shake), cared for and watched over.

  11. ^^ forgot - Jeremiah 29 v 11 = "I know the plans that I have for you," declares the Lord. "They are plans for peace and not disaster, plans to give you a future filled with hope, never forget that"


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