Thursday, December 12, 2013

you learn to appreciate

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For the last few moths the man of my dreams has blown me away. Flowers every day, dates two times a week, trips to destinations on top of our Bucket lists, smiles from the moment I open my eyes in the morning and until I close them at night, hugs, kisses, words that make me blush in public and telling me how much I am loved. Yesterday he lost his battle against cancer, 25 years old, leaving me behind with so much love that i don´t know where to put it all. 9 years together, but the last few months, after we got the terrible message, has been the best months of my life, the best of our relationship. When you are about to loose something, when what you breathe for slip away between your fingers, you learn to appreciate.

During these months I have changed my point of view while looking on life. The first flowers where a bouquet of roses, the last from a vase at the bed side table at the hospital. The smiles from your mouth ending up as stars in your eyes. Dates starting at restaurants, ending up keeping you warm in bed. But every day. Not a single day slipped, without you saying: "I love you!".

I am out of words. You have made me the proudest, luckiest girl alive, and no matter where I end up, I will always bring you with me, because you make me happy.

This one goes to the best man on earth.
My man.

I love you,and I have now idea what to do with my life from this point of.
I will hug you again, feel your lips against mine, we just have to be patient. Until then... I´ll just keep loving you.

You are the best, K.

Your Rose

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