Thursday, December 12, 2013

you learn to appreciate

Photo via: hibi by ole:)

For the last few moths the man of my dreams has blown me away. Flowers every day, dates two times a week, trips to destinations on top of our Bucket lists, smiles from the moment I open my eyes in the morning and until I close them at night, hugs, kisses, words that make me blush in public and telling me how much I am loved. Yesterday he lost his battle against cancer, 25 years old, leaving me behind with so much love that i don´t know where to put it all. 9 years together, but the last few months, after we got the terrible message, has been the best months of my life, the best of our relationship. When you are about to loose something, when what you breathe for slip away between your fingers, you learn to appreciate.

During these months I have changed my point of view while looking on life. The first flowers where a bouquet of roses, the last from a vase at the bed side table at the hospital. The smiles from your mouth ending up as stars in your eyes. Dates starting at restaurants, ending up keeping you warm in bed. But every day. Not a single day slipped, without you saying: "I love you!".

I am out of words. You have made me the proudest, luckiest girl alive, and no matter where I end up, I will always bring you with me, because you make me happy.

This one goes to the best man on earth.
My man.

I love you,and I have now idea what to do with my life from this point of.
I will hug you again, feel your lips against mine, we just have to be patient. Until then... I´ll just keep loving you.

You are the best, K.

Your Rose


  1. "Yesterday he lost his battle against cancer, 25 years old.." At that part, my heart broke. The tears started to flow down my face. And the sad truth is, that you are totally right. "When you are about to loose something, when what you breathe for slip away between your fingers, you learn to appreciate". Life isn't fair or unfair, life is just life. The only thing we know is that all of us will die at some point. We don't know when, and we don't know how. Fortunately. I wish that more people could see and live life more or less the same way, and appreciate the small, good things before it's to late. Life is fragile, YOLO. Take care Rose
    Love from Sweden

  2. Thank you for sharing something so sweet and intimate. Sending you my warmest condolence. You are so lucky to have had something so special to keep for the rest of your life. The people who leave before us to go on to a better place leave a little bit of them behind with all their loved ones so we can share their spirit and make them proud. All the best and take very good care. :)

  3. Heart breaking story!!!

    Sending hugs your way Rose.

  4. You are so strong. Its makes me happy to see that someone can still appreciate what they have had after such a loss. This is a beautiful reminder to all of us to show our love to those we care about now and forever.

  5. Such a strong woman. Take care lovely x

  6. Reading this broke my heart. You are a really strong woman!

  7. Omg! I'm so so so sorry. I know no one can be sorry enough. Be strong. I know it's easier said than done but try. email me, pleasee. I would really like to talk to you and see how you're doing...


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