Wednesday, May 30, 2012

i want more

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I don’t know why.

Why I was so foolish to have fallen for the fairytale.

I have foolishly fallen in love with a man who cannot love me the way I deserve to be loved.

But what I deserve is so grand, I wonder if any man will ever be able to pull it off.

Not without great confidence… and passion, that’s for sure.

Why aren’t you that man? You told me you could be.

You held that confidence once. But where was the passion?

Where was that passion? Was it ever there? Does it even matter to you?

I don’t know why.

Why I believed you.

That you were “in it to win it”.

But you pictured your future with me. Didn’t you?

Was it as beautiful as I imagined it could be?

I want you to fight for us. I want you to come running with grand gestures. I want you to have passion and love and a determined commitment to the concept of “us” – as best friends, as lovers, as partners, as a whole new entity that moves together.

I want you to kiss me from the bottom of your heart and tell me that you will never leave me. That you will always fight for us. Because you believe in us. That we have something special that transcends any challenge that comes our way. I want you to be my fantasy.

I want you to be the man that sweeps me off my feet. I want you to be the man that I can trust to hold my hand, my heart, and my soul. The man I want to raise children with. I want to let our egos go and just fall into each other’s arms. I want to feel like you never want to let me go.

I want more than what you are willing to give.

I don’t know why.

14 comments:

  1. "I want more than what you are willing to give." This is exactly why we broke up, because he wasn't willing. I don't understand why someone can be like this, how hard is it to just genuinly love someone or are you so dried up that you literally have nothing to give. It still hurts me to this day, 1 year later..How I was not important enough for him to simply try.

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  2. i have been this. i have been 30 years of this. i am 47 years old, and little sister, i tell you now, if you can...be the woman and look long and hard in your mirror. see what you are reflecting on him. be true to you and treat him well. you will receive the lovin' you deserve when you are brave and strong all of the time. Be True to You.

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  3. This is precious.

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  4. this is exactly what I feel right now. my (ex)partner has left me, but I still love him. a lot. but now he lives with another girl. this fact hears me the most. fuck.

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  5. if they cant love you the way you deserve. your better off without.

    my ex was a alcoholic that wanted to spend every weekend with the boys, lying to me, dancing with girls, doing drugs, getting kicked out every time he went clubbing.

    i love and miss him with all my heart. if i didnt have supportive friends i would probably be back with him, just putting up with it.

    but i now know i deserve better.

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  6. I always fall for the fairy tale. It's hard not to.

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  7. trust me: someday there's gonna be someone who gives you everything you need and more.
    kisses from the bottom of the sea

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  8. just because he doesn't love you the way you want him to,
    it doesn't mean he doesn't love you with all he got.

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  9. I want you to fight for us. I want you to come running with grand gestures,
    I want you to be the man that sweeps me off my feet.
    I want you to kiss me from the bottom of your heart and tell me that you will never leave me.
    strong word expressed from your heart touching....

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  10. A BOY WHO DRINKS MORE THEN SEE HIS BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND IS A BOY I DONT WANT. go back to engadine.. i deserve better, i know i do

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  11. You've said it perfectly.. It's exactly what I wish, too. :(

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