Sunday, September 25, 2011

my knight

my knight love photo love image martin dimitrievski, http://1x.com/photos/latest-additions/37862/
ph: Martin Dimitrievski

We are brought up to believe that the right one is out there. That our knight will find us on his white steed and we will live happily ever after. We are impregnated with films and books with the stories about our knight in shining armor. But what happens when you are certain that your knight is not for you? When it's not the guy who is the villain. It’s you. Is there a knight out there then? Because the truth is that I think I found my knight, but the problem is that I do not want the knight who wants me. Will I fall in love again? I will love someone again? Is there a knight for me? Or is the universe mad for me slapping it in the face because I was not happy with the knight that I received? Will the universe be angry that I gave back my knight? Only the future can answer that. But I really hope that my knight is still out there and will find me.

- F from Sweden

17 comments:

  1. Never has there existed only one knight in a given Kingdom and in addition no Knight will ever be the same as the other.
    You'll find who you are looking for, just make sure your not looking past him when he is right in front of you.

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  2. Are you who the person you are looking for -- is looking for

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  3. Yes you will. The right one will find you. It happened to me. The wrong one came in and I gave it back. And believe me, he was a real knight. But just not mine. I waited and oh my... It was worth it. You just gotta have a little faith.

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  4. Love is a complicated feeling it, but yes you will fall in love again

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  5. I did that too.. found someone who's a true knight & he's amazing.. I've never had anyone love me like he does.

    But for me.. it's just not right.
    It breaks my heart, it broke his too..
    I've cried over this for a year.. did not help one bit..

    Right this moment he's waking up with his new love & I'm so happy for him!

    For me I'm less happy..

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  6. The universe may just pay you back according to how you treat the knight you spurn, and for what reasons.

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  7. Don't be too hard on yourself. Love isn't love if both people don't feel the same way.

    Things come in time, and we all deserve to be ourselves when love finds us at last.

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  8. i'm asking the same questions every day. good luck!

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  9. iom att du är svensk kan jag ju lika gärna skriva på svenska. Jag förstår vad du menar, jättebra skrivet. Finner egentligen inga ord till vad jag ska svara för att peppa upp dig då jag känner att jag befinner mig i samma situation. Vi får helt enkelt bara vänta o se och hoppas på det bästa!

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  10. please read:

    http://freeluckyeasy.blogspot.com/2011/09/yes-please.html

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  11. you know what they say, sometimes your knight in shining armor is just a retard in tin foil... :)

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  12. ... after the glitter faded the armor was nothing but tarnished metal - just another heap of scrap iron. I do long to have LOVE find me. I have even looked - yet still I stand alone with my Lord.

    I refuse to settle for tin foil and pretend that if I am careful no dents in his foil will show.... who am I kidding? foil is cheap and I can no longer compromise.

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  13. Vad trevligt att en svensk gillade min text! Vi får göra det, man får ju tänka som om man tappade kännslor så var det ju inte rätt person :)

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  14. Oh I do know that feeling. The guilt for hurting them and the fear, thinking "if this guy, who got everything right isn't for me, then who will be?"

    I actually recently wrote a post about just this in my own blog, which made me come to a few inportant conclusions. The most important one - skip all the thinking, all the analyzing how perfect or not perfect he or she is, because the brain does not know what you really want as good as it thinks.

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  15. Det är ju inte din prins, eller den "rätta" om du tappade känslorna.. när det är meningen så stämmer allt.. svårt men så är det.. good luck. har exakt samma problem.. :)

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  16. Jättefint skrivet, jag förstår exakt vad du menar. Jag har en prins just nu, men god knows om han kommer att stanna hos mig.

    Jag försöker förresten starta upp en lelove blogg fast på svenska.
    Enskrivenromans.blogspot.com

    Det är hittills bara två personer som skrivit in och jag hoppas på fler.

    Maila in till: enskrivenromans@hotmail.com :) :*

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