Saturday, May 7, 2011

i never thought...


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I never thought I could ache with hurt while laughing out loud to our inside jokes

I never thought I'd imagine slapping your face yet desperately yearn for another embrace

I never thought I'd brush your arm while walking alongside you and be happy over that little

I never thought I'd be warm in the May sun and be chilled to the bone by your indifference

I never thought I'd be alone with you in an elevator but feel like I'm with a stranger
in a foreign land

I never thought I'd be asked to leave where I was once begged and stalled to stay

I never thought I'd be waiting for you to get here instead of planning our separate arrivals

I never thought I'd end up with nothing after careful months of hiding everything


Here I am, one passionate, dramatic, tiring, exciting, extravagant, boring,
predictable, spontaneous, chaotic, secretive, on-and-off year later, marked
by two break-ups connected by one make-up- all "my fault" and your choices.

In many ways you are my biggest Regret.

A year ago... you were my rebound and saving Grace,
Six months ago... you were my boyfriend again after cowardly making yourself an Ex,
Three months ago.. you reluctantly chose your final breakup on my birthday.

The only gift I got from you was freedom from the gray, lonely, confusing
state of Purgatory you tried to keep our relationship in.

Now...you are only my Boss

I ALWAYS thought I'd tell everyone that told me so, "You told me so"

And yet...

I NEVER thought I'd miss someone I saw everyday.

-anonymous

18 comments:

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  2. I never thought I'd brush your arm while walking alongside you and be happy over that little

    i love this :)

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  4. too cute! actually a lil bit sad, but its the way life works!

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  5. Anonymous, you're crazy talented. I'm sorry for your hurt; you've described it in a way my heart hurts for you.

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  6. wow i know how the first part is.<3 yet i would rather see that person everyday than not.

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  7. That's what heartache and heartbreak sound like

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  8. "I NEVER thought I'd miss someone I saw everyday." -> I love this ending part.

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  9. wondering...
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  10. "I never thought I'd be warm in the May sun and be chilled to the bone by your indifference"
    i know exactly how that above line feels.

    http://lets-make-believe.blogspot.com/

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  11. 'I never thought i'd miss someone I saw everyday'.

    Thank you for reminding me, i am not alone in feeling this.

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  13. First I thought no one will understand how I really felt since I can never write such beautiful lines. or rather I'm not good with words.

    Simple~ But you made me understand more about how I felt. Thank you.

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  14. I am in the exact same situation. Absence in the mind and eye is the only way to remove it. Seeing him everyday only makes it stronger.

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  15. This can't truly have success, I suppose so.

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