Photo via: Nicolas Colemonts
Coming to college, I thought I could finally get it right. I thought I would find my soulmate and I'd finally know what it feels like to love someone with my whole heart and to have someone do the same, but I feel like I'm becoming an introvert. I'm hiding from the world in my books and movies. I don't talk to the guys that I find attractive and I'm afraid to get hurt more than ever before. I thought college was the time for self-discovery. Bravery. I want to be bold and courageous. Why am I so afraid to let someone see my true feelings? I just want to be loved and I can't even get over the first stage of love, the meeting. When did I become so scared of talking? Where's my confidence? I'm not this person. I don't give up on love. I always hold out hope, yet I'm running before I can even get hurt. I suck terribly at this.