Monday, January 20, 2014

it will get better

LE LOVE BLOG LOVE STORY LOVE PHOTO IMAGE GIRL WOMAN SHOULDER HAIR CLOSE SHOT SAME SEX RELATIONSHIP BREAK UP NOT ALONE IT GETS BETTER IT WILL GET BETTER  Untitled by Hopalila, on Flickr
Photo via: Hopalila

if you're struggling right now -
and you feel utterly alone and you're afraid -
hello, this is my letter to you,
but also my letter to myself,
in which i want to say but one thing -
it will get better.

one of the scariest decisions is to change everything,
to look in the eyes of everybody and say,
i'm in love and i'm in my right to be in love,
even if we're the same gender and regardless of what you might think.

i love her.

one the of the scariest feelings of all,
is to lose everything -
my marriage, my hopes for a future with that one person,
but once you decide to be open with yourself -
to accept yourself -
it will get better.

sure there will be some moments of regret,
there will be some moments of doubt,
there will be some moments of self-hate,
and you might even try to hurt yourself in any way-

but there is only one path -
the one that goes on,
the path with a beating heart,
the path you're walking alone and together,
(the path i'm walking alone and together),

and if i'm strong,
it will get better.

and i will be-
strong-
for me,
but for her also.

and for you, too.

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