Saturday, September 28, 2013

letting you go

LE LOVE BLOG LETTING GO STORY GIRL SITTING ALONE AT THE WATER Untitled by buenaventura marco, on Flickr
Photo via: Buenaventura Marco

J-
You asked me if I have ever been in love that night. I said yes, but you know what, I don’t think I ever have. Looking back at my past relationships there was no one quite like you. Have I ever been in love? My answer now? No, I have never been in love, but I have definitely never felt this for anyone else.

I never had an issue with you coming and going in and out of my life, I actually enjoyed it... until that night. I allowed you into my heart and I know that you allowed me into yours to but you have ignored me ever since. I can’t seem to get you off of my mind. You always put up such a good front with me and I finally saw the raw you, and that raw piece of you is the one that has my heart. I haven’t spoken to anyone about that night because I don’t even know where to begin. All I know is I’m getting tired of your games, I’m tired of you showing me the deepest part of you and then ignoring my every attempt to talk to you.

They say if you love something, let it go… if it comes back to you, then its yours to keep forever. Well J, this is me letting you go, now the rest? Well that’s up to you to decide, but just know, I won’t wait for you forever.

3 comments:

  1. but sometimes u need to keep chasing!

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  2. This sounds like a part of my story. I had to let go, and I suppose he did come back to me. But were still going around in circles, he's coming in and out of my life. whenever he feels close to me again he disappears.

    Sometimes peoples pasts are so heavily engraved in their soul that they find it hard to let others in, they put up wallls and make sure they never feel the hurts from the past. This doesn't mean they don't love you or care for you. Just learn to let go and pray for him, don't give up and don't hold on to bitterness and resentment. Let him know your there but respect yurself too :)

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  3. Mine came back around. He stayed. But it wasn't until I let him go and broke into a million pieces that he came back around. Stay strong love. My heart goes out with you.

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