Friday, April 12, 2013

time heals

LE LOVE BLOG LOVE PHOTO LOVE STORY LOVE QUOTE TIME HEALS SCARED TO GET HURT AGAIN Untitled by Lisa Smit, on Flickr
ph: Lisa Smit

I wrote in a long time ago, back when I had my heart torn to pieces by someone who I thought was going to be there for much longer than he was. It was a depressing entry, one full of sadness and heartbreak. I can remember exactly how I felt as I poured out my soul to an anonymous blog.

Funny how things change in time.Looking back I really should of listened to everyone's advice of how time heals all wounds. It seemed easier to just be cynical and want to be left alone in my pain.

Imagine my surprise when one day that pain slowly started to go away. Like a wound fading into a scar, my sad self slowly started to fade and I became me again. I was finally letting myself be happy.

Than he happened.
This plain ordinary boy suddenly became extraordinary.
He started to give me all those feelings I thought I'd never feel again and eventually my fragile heart fell in love with him.

He is honestly the best thing to ever happen to me. Being with him is like every amazing feeling I've ever felt rolled into one.

I'm happy, so freaking happy.

There is something else I am which is hard to admit though. I am so scared. Scared of hurting again. My broken heart fell in love and healed itself around him. I broke so easy last time I don't know if I could survive losing this one.

Wonderboy I love you. So much more than anything else in this entire world. I just wanted you to know, you saved me.

Love

-K

10 comments:

  1. you better believe it, time heals. It does wonders

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  2. Oh yes, absolutely can relate to this. Happened just a few weeks ago.

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  3. you know that i love you a little less than before

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  4. I absolutely loved this post, I know the feeling. I have a blog about dating and women, and thing that I've been through. I try to tell women not to do the same mistakes as me through my experiences, in a new big city. Have a look at my latest post and tell me what you think :)
    http://www.newcitygirlondating.blogspot.co.uk/2013/04/are-we-too-eager.html

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  6. My advice is to do everything you can to let go of the feeling of being scared. We read a lot about the Law of Attraction, but whether you believe it has merit or not, your thoughts do influence your actions. And, as a 42 year old female I can attest to the fact that you can survive a broken heart more than once. It's never easy, but I truly believe women are emotionally stronger than man... we are survivors.

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  7. Are you really Mr.?!

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  8. Love the story, its all about living for yourself and enjoying life.

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