Monday, March 18, 2013

a rope worth holding

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You never just had a part of me, you had all of me. I wrapped myself up in your being and it wasn’t surprising when you did the same. Our lives became entwined with a mix of our bests, and our worsts. I’m not scared nor do I feel robbed. I guess I feel a little confused on how something that consuming couldn’t make it to the end.

Here I am now thinking about what lies ahead. To have my string back from our entwined rope, it just doesn’t seem right. I feel vulnerable and not as strong. What I keep forgetting is that it’s not impossible to entwine myself with another. So many people don’t want to change, they want to move on and still be the same person. I’ve felt that way for such a long time. Now I feel like the only answer is leaving that girl behind.

If I was willing to give that much of myself to you at one time I shouldn’t be selfish enough to ask for it back. And I shouldn’t be shallow enough to expect another guy to love your leftovers. I have to create something for him to love that isn’t marked by yours. I don’t need to hate you in the process either. This is all ok to feel but there’s a day when that strand of rope is knotted and then the new piece forms. Different lengths and different strengths, it’s all the same rope. I just need to decide which piece I feel the safest holding when I fall.

12 comments:

  1. Your pictures are always very beautiful. I wonder where you get them from. Love.

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  2. So beautifully written. Thanks for this website. Its an inspiration to so many all over the world.

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  3. I am so holding on to my love. that is all I have just like so many people all around the world. All we need is more of love and compassion in this world.

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  4. abstractive,spiritual,merciful,never-ending love...........

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  5. Many thanks for sharing your self prozess in developing with such poetic words.

    xx
    Rena
    http://dressedwithsoul.blogspot.de/

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  6. 'Another guy to love your leftovers'?
    You never had shit from me. Don't kill yourself there son, do it nice and easy. I don't want you in my life and you never took any important.

    beep

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  7. Ropes are interesting in that they bring to life the emotional ties we have to people. While this story is that of one emulating melancholy, I once gave my long distance girlfriend a box of things that would help us while apart. One of the things in it was a rope, signifying we'd always be tied together, and that it would help us not to forge that.

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  8. When I was reading it, all I could think was: "i wish he was writting this". But the truth is I am the one thinking that way . He must have moved on a long time ago.

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  9. Beautiful.. I'm kind of speechless.

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