Monday, March 12, 2012

you and me

carissa gallo love photo couple
ph: carissa gallo

What happens when you are not sure of what's right anymore? Actually, it's even worse: you know what is right, but you don't have the courage to do it. I know what they say is true: if you love somebody you've got to set them free. If it wasn't true nobody would say it that often, right? The problem is to let the happiness you've always sought and fought to have it. How? How can I manage to do that? Let go, and forget all the obstacles I had to been through? Let you go, just so we avoid to suffer even more further, when our love is even stronger than it is now.

Either I wanted it or not, I know we're not synchronized: different stages in life, different goals and different plans and perspectives. The distance between us will grow with each lack of time, each undone trip to see each other. Those are the times when i ask myself: Is this worth it? But seconds late, I remember our happy moments, how we are complete with each other and how this love that nourishes us is strong and beautiful.

And I know he's been questioning the same thing. But unlike me, hes put into his mind that its not worth it, that as much he want to be with me, he will never can. He says things will never go the way he wants, the way we want. That reality is against us. But, he wont deny how much I'm important to him, how much he loves me. He cant deny that he found the woman he wants to marry with, the woman of his life. So, why cant he fight for our love, for our relationship?! One moment he decides that he wants to be with me forever, no matter what obstacles we'll have to face. The other one, he says hes not my boyfriend anymore, that he cant take this, he cant suffer like that. WHY? I guess its like Katy Perry says " I've gotta a case of love bipolar".

I was sure before, he didn't want to break up. Now I'm not sure of anything. I just wish I could show him,things are not gonna be like him expect them to be: my parents wont be a problem for us, we are gonna be able to do anything we want. We are going to be soooo happy and wonderful things are waiting for us.

I just wish he would take my hand right now, and allow me to show him the bright side: we are meant to be happy together. I only want to hold his hand, be with him, having the love of my life to take care of me. I just want him close, feeling his heart and body close to mine.

I want, and I never wanted that bad, to be sure we gonna have a great future together.
A future where everything will be fine and nothing will come between us. I just want you and our perfectness together. Screw the rest of the world. I don't care. I just need you and I know you feel the same way.

So stop filling your heart, mind and soul with negative thoughts. We want and we can change things and make them perfect. It's you and me against the world. We are gonna be fine.

I truly hope that.
Don't give up yet.
Don't give up on me yet.
You love me and I love you.
I love you more than anything.


  1. This story is very similar to mine.
    Well, was.

  2. Wow, its like reading the story of my own life !! At the end I was the only one fighting to keep our relationship alive. He gave up too easily. You can't make someone change and you can't force anything on anybody. You can't make him stay, you will both be miserable. Give him his space. Live your life. When he sees that your going on with your life, he will come crawling back.

  3. I'm about to cry as I read this. It's so similiar to my relationship that it's scary. Or should I say was? We're over now. He left me. And found another girl a month later. Fuck him, fuck it all. I'll never stop crying.

  4. He won't change. Get rid of him, trust me. It's easier than you think. Find someone who cares for you. I did.

  5. To be absolutely honest, this is the first time in months i've come back to read the entries on Le Love, and I dunno if this is a sign or something, but it just so happen that i'm going through the same situation as you are.

    Honestly, I could have written this myself. Everything you describe felt so real and honest... to the point it brought tears to my eyes. The part where you wrote "Let you go, just so we avoid to suffer even more further, when our love is even stronger than it is now." made me weak to my knees. I truly believe that you have to suffer in order to know the true meaning of love. The only thing i can say to you is to hope for the best and take this as an experience you should gain from. If you truly believe that he hold a permanent place in your heart, he'll be yours forever, whether he makes up his mind tomorrow or in 10 years.

  6. Hello, when I read what you wrote my eyes filled with tears. Your story is like mine, my boyfriend broke up with me because things were not going well. I always believed in us and that's why my chest hurts of sadness. If you need to write with someone who does not know you and do not judge you can send me an email (nelia.borges @, sometimes helps! A kiss from someone who is feeling the same as you.

  7. its really hard to keep the relationship going if one of you surrender the battle. and the remaining one tries with all his might to fight with no one watching his back. sad.

  8. Hey jus wanna say that you are a very courageous girl. All the best! I am in the same situation, but I am really just not brave enough to try, and so I dont know what to do.

  9. he'll always love you.. trust this. but for as it says and let go. if it was meant to will be again in the future(just hopefully sooner than later!) otherwise you will never be able to let go and you will never be able to move on, and he will...but of course he will still love you, it will just be harder for YOU in the end. I say this because I myself am finally letting go, for now...and I have never felt better. one day in the future maybe, otherwise.. it just wasn't meant to be in the end.

    'maybe some people are meant to fall in love but not destined to be together in the end'

    ...but who knows.

  10. i think you should fight for this love and don't give up and i wish you good luck for all my heart!

  11. Hi, I can relate to you. It's like looking at my past. And I am here to tell you that your love is strong and brave. People admire you for that. Both of you are not wrong to make any of those decisions. You just need to know that it does not mean he doesn't love you just because he doesn't love you the way you want him to be.

    For me, we have chosen to let it go. And we still see ourselves coming back to each other every now and then. That's when I realized love is not about holding each other strongly by your side but knowing that you will always find a way back to each other no matter what.

    Keep holding on to faith. Stay strong.

    #nowplaying "Enough to let me go" by Switchfoot

  12. I really fell exactly the same way right now. I´ve just sent this text to him, maybe it could change his mind.

  13. You aren't meant to be together, so move on. It will be the best thing that will ever happen to you. Trust me.


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