Thursday, December 1, 2011

this memory

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ph: stefanyalves

I had a dream of you one night and it took me back to the time we spent together. Though I hadn't known you for long I felt so excited about you. I am sad that we had such a short time together, two weeks to one month tops. I don't remember anymore, it feels like it was such a long time ago. I did not love you, obviously you can't fall in love with a person you don't know, but I liked you and would have wanted to get to know you better. I haven't thought about you for ages, honestly I forgot about you, but this dream took you back into my thoughts, though only for a spare second. I remember our first and at the same time last kiss, so dynamic, we knew we wouldn't see each other again for a long time. I remember the time after you left when we messaged each other from time to time with lots of "I miss you"s and "Hope we could meet again"s, but that stopped after a time. For a reason I assume, we were really not ever going to be anything more with so many miles and countries between us. I don't even know if I wanted it to be anything more, it was just fun at the time being and now I know for sure I wouldn't want to change the way it all ended up, because now I can think about this as for what it is - a good memory. The time we saw each other again was just a tease, we didn't know what to do with each other so we ended up just talking about everything, it was for the best. I know you're not the greatest guy nor boyfriend material, but I've never chosen the easy way or the easiest guy to be with. It's all about passion, personality and not doing what people tell you you should do. This is not a "confession of love" or anything like that, I see it more like an official goodbye and a reminder of this memory I have if I would forget again.
-J

14 comments:

  1. I know how you feel, except that too little time has passed so I still have a clear memory of us. But it's comforting that it'll get better.

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  2. I love this. It captures the perfect moment.

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  3. Its beautiful. Its easy and hard at the same time. Its now a memory.

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  4. I like this.

    But I think this line is dumb: "It's all about passion, personality and not doing what people tell you you should do."

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  5. i'm so happy this was posted today because i was just having these similar feelings! he popped into my life today after not thinking about him for months, and i started to feel a little sad--reason why i stopped by Le Love. thank you for the reminder that it's a sweet memory, not a sad one!

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  6. I feel you!!
    Oh God, those memories suddenly across my mind again when I read this post.
    But you know what? I just love those memories, it makes me smile, though it's painful. I'm glad I have such a memory with such a person :')

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  8. This is truly beautiful.

    Old memories that make you feel so warm inside are my favourite.

    -B. - daisyglove.blogspot.com

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  9. i kind of stoped reading because this reminded me of
    someone. same it isn't easy being reminded especially when you know the present is great to

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  10. Reminded me of Liam

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  11. that is exactly what i feel!

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  14. Sounds like what I'm going through, although it ended by him pushing me away and we kind of live in the same town. But it feels like he lives thousands of miles away...

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