Tuesday, September 6, 2011

before you leave

before you leave love image love photo, http://weheartit.com/entry/9268296#
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It happened so unexpectedly and took us both by surprise. We both were hesitant about the situation but it just worked. The secrets and sneakiness made the thrill of it all so much more exciting! It was easy, it was simple but it was new, it was exciting and was fresh. It was different from anything we had ever felt before. Right now, though, I feel weak. I feel clingy, but it's never hit me this hard before. I don’t want to regret not saying things to you before you leave, so here it is…..

This thing between is unexplainable. It cannot be described because I can’t seem to be able too. The words and the concepts just don’t seem to match what it actually is. Every time I got a text or thought about you my stomach would get all funny, like there were butterflies where organs should be. I felt like a little kid again.

If I didn't know any better I'd say I'm falling in love with you but enough to know that the adventure your about to go on is one that I’m not going to hold you back on or make things harder for you. I’m so excited for you but so incredibly sad to see you go. You have taught me so much and made me feel like I have something to look forward to again in the future. Don’t be scared or nervous because being young is such an exciting time and you officially have the world at your feet, the world is now your oyster.

The time I have spent with you has made me look forward to the next time we see each other, whether it be tomorrow, next month, next year, 10 years from now or when you finally return from this exciting journey your about to take part on. It is the best feeling knowing that some of your best days are just waiting to be lived out. Doing anything with you seems extraordinary to me.

I’m lucky to say I have you as a friend. I’m proud of you because you’ve never let me down.

While it lasted we had some of those things some people are yet to experience. We are the lucky ones, to meet somebody and get along so well instantly. To have a crazy connection with somebody you barely know but it’s something you hear people talk about and read about. While we had it it’s was real, it was great, it was really great.

What are two years, 730 days, 17520 hours? I want this letter to be something you can read and feel like you miss me but remember I’ll be seeing you soon, no goodbyes or never seeing each other again just I’ll miss you until you come back. We could have had a great story but instead this is it for now and what happens next is up to this huge universe.

Whatever you choose to do in your life to be, you will do amazing things, I may be young, I may be foolish, I may be naïve but you have so many experiences and times to come that will blow you away. I hope you keep in contact and make me jealous about all the amazing times you experience in Canada. Make memories that will make you speechless. Blow yourself away with the things you can achieve and surprise yourself. Do crazy things just to say you did them. Let yourself be wild, live with no regrets but be true to yourself.

The times we spent together and the little memories we shared I will keep them close until there is another time to make new ones again. I want that night where we laid in your bed with nervous hands, our shoulders touched and you kissed me and I couldn’t stop smiling.



  1. Cool!

  2. Hey dude, nice post…keep it up…Thank you

    1. please remove this link and post...

  3. This is so beautiful! Amazing and it truly speaks from the heart. Thanks for such an amazing post.

  4. Nice post


  5. i love this post. you totally captivated me with this "story". it made me think of that one special guy in my own life, that i don't see very often because we live 4736 miles apart. and then i read CANADA?! and he's from canada haha.. thank you for sharing this amazing post, i hope you'll see each other again soon :)

  6. brought a smile to my face.

    loved this part.. "I’ll miss you until you come back."

  7. Thank you! You've just written the exact feelings i've gone through in past two months. He is so far away and i miss him like hell but it's his adventure and i could never ask him to forget it. Maybe there will be time for us again some day. I hope that you and your loved one can meet each other, too. Blessings.

  8. You copied some phrases from previous sharers, like ... " like there were butterflies were organs should be"

    I read this blog everyday, every post, read every caption to every photo.

    I don't like the fact that your probably exactly like me, right? You read almost every post?

    Maybe you didn't notice that you stole it, it just came to you. I don't know. But if you did steal it then shame on you. Because all writers think of there own words to describe the feelings that they are feeling.

    Come up with your own words, I'm sure they would be beautiful!

    Keep writing.

  9. This is a very interesting blog about your feelings. I'm glad you're strong enough to post this on your blog.

  10. This post literally ripped my feelings out and put them on paper. I am in the same situation and weirdly enough feel the EXACT SAME WAY. It's a positive way of thinking though. Time will tell. It is so difficult to deal with distance, but really just is part of life..ultimately. But your optimistic view is much like mine...and it is healthy and my friends always praise me for looking at a situation like this in such a positive light, because most people would see it in a negative way..etc. Thanks for the post. Post more x

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  12. I love this blog. This was a beautiful piece, i wish i could write like this.

  13. This is a great blog about your feelings.
    Thanks for such an amazing post.

  14. amazing. inspirational. I am in awe!

  15. You sound so mature, strong and optimistic. Someone I wish I was more like :)

  16. You sound like a person I'd like to be one day...
    I found this cover/medly on youtube and it includes "if I were a boy" and "set fire to the rain" I think it at times echoes this post. The girl on the piano has a beautiful voice.



  17. Incredible. I cannot fathom the fact that we are all living in this big universe and still have the chance of encountering same fate.

    I'm going through exactly the same thing but perhaps we are 10000 miles apart.

    Is strange how people meet.

    I got a lot of courage and inspiration from reading your story, very matured, I have to say. :)

    All the best to your love and you :))

  18. I submitted my story a couple weeks ago and I was a little sad to see that this post included a couple sentences that I wrote.

  19. This was the cuttest letter I have read in a long time. It was very beautiful and made me think of what I am going through in my life. It's never a goodbye, it's always a see you later! Never give up on love!!

    Con Mucho Amor,


  20. It was very good goin thro it..
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  21. This can't have effect in actual fact, that's exactly what I think.


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