Tuesday, April 26, 2011

because i love you


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I remember that day in bed when my ear was pressed against his chest; his heart beat was beating loudly in that perfect body of his and his vibrating voice echoed through. I could feel it too. I counted that he had 23 birthmarks on his stomach, tracing them with the tip of my fingers. We talked for a long time in that position, talked about life, music, love, our love, him, me, us, everything.

We noticed that the sun had gone down and decided to grab something to eat. We raided the fridge, eating with our fingers in our underwear on the kitchen floor. He started playing on his acoustic guitar, his eyes shut, making that silly face. But suddenly, he stopped.

He looked up, smiled at me and bent over to kiss me. I giggled. Then he let go of the guitar to sit closer to me so he could hug me. I asked him why he got so lovey dovey all of a sudden. He replied with another kiss and said because he loved me. I loved him too, very much, and I told him that.

We stared into each others' eyes for a long time and I could feel the tears building up behind mine.

‘’You’ve never seen me cry have you?’’ I asked.

‘’No, and I hope that I never will.’’ He replied back with a serious voice.

But he did.

The salty water just came pouring down my face while he, confused, tried to wipe them away with his thumbs and kisses.

‘’Why are you crying?’’ He asked, almost crying himself.

‘’Because I love you.’’ I hated how desperate I sounded.

‘’But why are you crying then?’’

I didn’t know how to tell him. Tell him that he was the only boy in the world that could make me feel so happy and sad at the same time, tell him how lost I feel when he’s not around, how jealous I get when I’m with him that I swear I could hurt somebody. Tell him that I’m so in love with him and the love we shared, so happy that he was the one I woke up to everyday, even though he snores fucking loud sometime. Tell him that when he talks my whole body shivers, how when he kisses me I forget to breath sometimes, how I feel like a little girl when he puts my hair behind my ears, even though I hate how I look with my hair like that. I didn’t know how to tell him that I didn’t understand why he loved me. So I simply replied:
‘’Because I love you.’’

123 comments:

  1. <3 how i feel towards my adam. because i love you.

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  2. i understand how that feels. so much.

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  3. aww this is so perfectly put into words. i def wudn't be able to express it better myself!

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  4. Very romantic. I want a relationship like this, not fake.

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  5. this is beautiful. pure loving beauty.

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  6. This is just heartachingly beautiful... no words to describe how i feel right now after reading this.

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  7. My thoughts exactly :)

    Just because I love him.

    xo xo xo

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  8. It makes me wish that that's what I had said.

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  9. love is the best feeling.
    <3
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  10. Your blog is amazing, it describes exactly so much of what I have been feeling lately

    The complete agony of love.


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  11. HJERWHFKERWFWKJFHJRWFWFWNQJKENW! THIS IS PERFECT!
    it is PERFECT.
    EXACTLY, but i seriously mean EXACTLY how i feel, and what happens to me all the time.. he, of course, never gets it

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  12. Speachless... how beautifuly one can express what others feel. I wish I had thousands of ways to express my love to you Adam. This was def one of them. /Lola

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  13. I know how this feels. So, so much.

    "Nothing makes me happier and nothing makes me sadder than you."

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  14. love. beautiful, beautiful love. i miss it so damn much. and him. my only and first. gone.

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  15. pure beauty. it almost made me cry.
    i miss that feeling. miss it, though never felt it...

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  16. This post is great; I have done that before. :)

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  17. i love feeling this much. it makes me alive. beautifully captured into words.

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  18. That's exactly, and I mean EXACTLY how I feel for my haresh, bt he doesnt get it, and I lost him, I just want him back more than anything in the whole world

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  19. I love you so much I have to hold back the tears at times because the thought of us overwhelms my soul. I am so lucky to have found the one. Em I will do anything for you, xoxo!

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  20. This. This is love.

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  22. this was obviously written by a swede.

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  23. HERE MY LOVE 3 TO HALF TO 22 PM..

    SATISFIED OURSELVES?!

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  24. exactly how i feel about my aaron

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  26. i love your blog! literally wake up and look forward to reading the new stories!!

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  27. exactly how i feel. he always asked why i cry.. and that's exactly what was going through my mind..

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  28. i wish someone loved me and let me love them back. sweet.

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  30. You just made me cry. I know this exact feeling, and the thought of every losing it makes me sick to my stomach. You captured everything that can be felt when you truly love someone. No question. When you finally know it's real.

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  31. Bonnie Pierre-DavisMay 2, 2011 at 9:01 AM

    This should be made into a book with pictures....I'd buy it ............YES i WOULD

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  32. So lovely. I hope I can live it one day!

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  33. This is so beautiful, i know everyones saying the same thing but thats because it honestly is i swear youve just said the things in my head but better than i ever could

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  34. i'm so jealous... i wish i have that kind of relationship... your lucky

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  35. i know how you feel

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  36. God people...you're ruining le love with things like this... jeeez...

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  37. Wow I could cry at how beautifully you have written this, thank you for sharing

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  38. i didn't even realize i was tearing up until i was smiling and nodding in agreement. perfectly worded. this is like a script from our conversation. and i feel so lucky to have him react in the same way towards me as well. ah love, what an epically beautiful journey!

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  39. this made me choke up. this is so beautiful.. I feel the same exact way, thank you for being able to put this into words. I hope you never lose this feeling.

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  40. (continued from above) not only do I feel the same way, but it's such a similar situation for me, right down to him playing the guitar and him snoring "fucking loud" :) it's so annoying, but i secretly kind of love it.

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  41. THIS IS BEAUTIFUL..LOVELY LYRICAL. I LOVEE IT. SOOO SWEEEEEEET!! REALLY! IM SO TOUCHED.

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  42. something almost exactly like this story happened to me. my boyfriend and i had just gone through a few REALLY hard months together. we were talking one night about how to fix things.. he kissed me and i immediately started crying. because i love him.

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  43. Incredible beautiful... love love love :)

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