Thursday, December 23, 2010

promise me that nothing has changed


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It's the holidays. I guess I never fully expected you to come home by now, but I did fully hope you would.

I think about that hot muggy July day at the downtown Milan station often. & how I cried the entire 3 hour ride back because I didn't know when I would see you again.

The pain then was unbearable. I guess you could say that it has now become bearable. That doesn't mean that I don't think about you everyday and wish that things could have been different.

I can no longer handle the 6000 mile difference. I want to be best friends that love & miss each other. And please just reassure me that I will be the first person you call when you land in L.A. Promise me that nothing has changed.

After everything that I happened, I still think about the way it was in the beginning. & Even though I'm moving on, this doesn't mean that I won't still be here once the circumstances have changed and our stars are finally aligned properly.

Know that I think about you.

Mi manchi, amore mio.

-K

19 comments:

  1. aww i feel like this is going to be me one day! i'm going to milan for study abroad next fall and i'll be leaving everyone i know and love behind...

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  2. I LOOOVE this photo.
    :)

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  3. This is my ecxact story! He lives in Denmark, he was my first love, I was his first love. I had to move to the US and we broke up because a long distance realationship would be crazy when you are 16.
    Both our hearts broke.
    But now he has been dating what used to be one of my best friends for a little more then two moths and barely talk to him anymore. I lost my best friend.
    I hope I will get him back one day.

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  4. this picture! this story! amazing K. This is me and how I feel about the girl who changed my world. Never Give Up, True Love makes it through all. It has to or else the meaning of life is a complete farce. It just has to no matter what. As long as the commitment and love is there from both sides, it has got to. Our song came on the radio randomly today..another sign of how you are mine. xoxo T.O.E. I am waiting to hear from you boo. <3

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  5. "Know that I think about you" ... such a amazing line, because sometimes there's nothing left to say while we hope that one day, the one we love will say it back. Sometimes our faith leads us right to where we want it, and sometimes it's what gives us the strength to move on. I wish for your stars to align.

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  6. I feel that I can relate to this post. My boyfriend recently broke up with me after 8 years together. The love is still there, but due to circumstances, we need to give each other space. I am wishing that nothing changes when that day comes and we are together again. I might appear to be coping well, but that does not mean I'm not still hurting.

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  7. Nice pic. And nice post. It so sad that this was happened to you. I wish all the people IN THIS WORLD GET THEIR LOVE.. I wish Every ONE BE HAppy in life with out broken hearts. Check my blog if you like it then be my follower

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  8. story of my life as well... He lives in Milan I live in Phoenix...fortunately I am in Milan for christmas to visit him! my heart is full of love again! and I don't want to think about the day I have to leave...

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  9. I know how you feel :/ i am half italian so every year my holiday is situated in Rome...i met a boy 2 years ago and we are still going strong...but then again we see each other every 3-6 months...you life may seem to be over but maybe, just maybe with enough strenght and trust, it could be a new beginning for you two...Best wishes xxxx

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  10. This was the last touch of pen, that made my day complete.
    Now I finally feel good enough to celebrate winter holidays.

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  11. Long distance relationships are so trying. I really appreciate this post. My favorite sentence is, "I guess you could say that it has now become bearable."

    That is a perfect portrayal of how one copes with a long distance relationship. And all the details, like the 6,000 mile difference and the downtown Milan station.


    This was heartfelt and just plain wonderful.


    ~Zabrinah


    http://www.zabrinah.com

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  12. I think about you every day, and I've been meaning to send you an email but I have been putting it off... ill get to you soon. Have a merry Christmas. Ive been listening to our song recently, and I have been thinking about you every day, but not as much as I used to. I don't know if that's a good thing or not. I miss you immensly. have an amazing christmas baby.

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  13. 5528 miles to be exact...

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  14. distance is the worst. plain and simple.

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  15. Mine was 13500 kms...it's over now.

    Honey, I still love you. I hope she loves you like I did... like i do..

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  16. http://itmeansforever.blogspot.com/

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  17. I fear this story happening to me more than I ever, ever fear anything else.

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  18. I LOVE THIS PHOTO!
    I just used it on my Blog today

    http://theanonymoustruths.blogspot.com/

    xoxo

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  19. I foresee this sort of situation in my future, and it terrifies me :\ good luck

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