Thursday, December 9, 2010

dear heart


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Dear Heart,

You’re weird. First you gave love a chance, loving the wrong person for so long. You gave it all you had and let yourself open without thinking that you’ll ever get hurt and for two long years, you loved with all you had even though you knew that the other heart did not love you as much. You kept loving and loving, hoping that you & the other heart will meet half way. Then the time actually came … the time where you got hurt. Not just a short amount of hurt; you were hurt for half a year. For half a year … you were completely broken & shattered. So broken that everybody noticed it. You didn’t want to give love a chance again; never again. Why would you give love another chance when you have gone through so much bullshit and lies? One of my old friends once said to me “He ripped out your heart; stepped all over it, crushing it to pieces and then just left it there without even cleaning it up” and honestly; I’m very sorry. So so so so so sorry that I put you through so much hurt & pain. That is why I kept you locked up. I was never going to put you through more pain. So when this new guy came in my life, I kept you locked up even though you kept telling me to go for it while my head kept telling me “no” because I wanted to keep you protected. But you kept trying to come out and over power my mind. So after all the things you’ve been through you still wanted to open up to this new guy, which amazed me. He must be something special if you wanted to give love another try just for this one new guy. Then finally, you over-powered my mind. I listened to you rather then my head. I’m glad I did listen to you heart because I can honestly say that I am truly happy and I feel as if you are healed. You are so much better. You helped me turn from that bitter heart broken girl to this happy smiling girl. After that six months, you decided that you’ll give love another chance. Thank you because I have a good feeling about this guy. A very good feeling. Thank you for telling me to go for him. I’m so happy because even though I put you through so much pain, hurt, tears, bullshit, lies, and torture, you are still willing to give love another chance.

JL

24 comments:

  1. the human heart is simply amazing.

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  2. another perfect text :) love love love it.

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  3. Love your blog girl... wish I could have you as a friend in blogspot, but I don't actually know who to do it.

    Kisses.
    Mrs.Happiness

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  4. only love can heal a heart that was hurt by love. (:

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  5. Wow. Its an other perfect post. I love the way you described about heart's feelings. Yes heart is a wonderful thing it guides you , it loves, it breaks and it even heals. I like the way you wrote about heart and brain that guides a person to love some one or not. Some people think with heart and some think with brain. But i say ALWAYS THINK WITH THE HEART BECAUSE HEART ALWAYS WANTS TO SEE YOU HAPPY. Coz heart is amazing. I AM ALso Writing a blog. Check it. IF YOU LIKE IT THEN BE MY FOLLOWER.

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  6. :-) Love heals too.

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  7. just what i needed :)

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  8. Im sorry My Charm-Troll! After five years I became desperate, So many dreams shattered to pieces...
    I know You love Your job more than Me, so I wanted You to cut down so We courld be together, TOGETHER... You now what others dont know about Us. For exampel that Our jokes can seems really mean when We are teasing each other, but when You do it with love instead of hate Our little jokes can be really funny..
    I cant help being at war against Your job, because it stops Us from being together.. I was almost dying last week, but I was trying to hide it from You, I thought You had so many things to be worried about anyways.. However Im on the right track now and I need just another week to get strong again... To love and know someone so mutch is torture when You wont come closer to Me than My LCD screen...

    Love/NMW

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  10. Amazing! This is like a boost for me that there is still love around after the broken heart. :)

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  11. Such an amazing post! :) You touched my heart. And I think I'll be giving love so many chances...

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  12. Amazing post. Exactly how I felt.

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  13. If it's TRUE LOVE don't ever stop:) no matter how much it hurts it will hurt more if you stop trying.

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  14. i cried while reading this. It seems like this story was written for me

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