Sunday, November 21, 2010

he will make me complete


oh magpie!

It's not like I won't find someone new, you know.

We both know it's not exactly a question about lack of choice. It's only a matter of time before I stumble across that person who will somehow make my world magic again. Just by looking at me he'll put a hundred different feelings in my body and my head will go completely blank when he smiles. My heart will skip a beat from the slightest sound of my phone, and everything I do when he's not around will be colored by his absence.

I will meet someone who doesn't have that need of playing games and instead of following all kinds of rules, simply follows his heart. Someone who makes me wanna look past all the times I've been hurt and feel like it's actually worth risking everything again. Someone who makes me wanna fight my fears of opening up so I can let him in, because the thought of him not knowing me completely is far worse than my fear of rejection.

He will sigh at my stupid jokes and the way I tend to forget stuff and mess everything up, but deep down he'll love it because love's not about accepting each others flaws, it's about loving them because they make us who we are. I will find somebody for whom I am prepared to show not just the strong, independent side of me that the rest of the world know, but also the insecurities that make me wake up in the middle in the night crying because I'm sick of hurting.

He will not give me my confidence back or make me love myself again. I have no need for a fairytale prince who lifts me up on his white horse and saves me. He will make me complete though, in a way no one has ever done before, and together we will get struck by love so hard that nothing will ever be the same again. You see, I know he's out there and I won't stop until I find him. Cause I deserve nothing less than to love someone who loves me back and this I know. So there's really no need for you to worry. He could be right around the corner when I walk out this door today.

The thing is,
With all my heart
I still wish he could have been you.

58 comments:

  1. You deserve all this and more.

    I do hope you give the guy standing round the corner a chance too :)

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  2. I feel like I wrote this...every single word.

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  3. splendid!
    you deserve better.
    someone that completes u and u complete him. (:

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  4. I could have wrote it. This is my story. I got my heart broken by an asshole in May, and then I met the greatest guy last October. He's just the way you described him and more.

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  5. Oh My Gosh.
    I swear, this story is a part of me :)
    I love it entirely, and I could not relate to it more..

    xo

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  6. I'm with you, feeling exactly like that right now.
    Thank you for writing this.

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  7. i love it. thanks4writing

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  8. This is beautiful.

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  9. The moste beautiful thing I've ever read
    LOVE

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  10. OMG!! Tears are rolling down my face.. How beautiful, thats my life!!
    :))

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  11. This is so me .. beautifully written!
    Thanks for sharing. :)

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  12. i love this so much... when i read this i felt like the words were coming straight from my heart. it felt like i had read this a hundred times over and like i knew the words by heart even though this was the first time my eyes crossed with such a beautiful story. I feel like my heart has written this exact story a long time ago but somewhere it got lost and i with it wishing for things come and gone. when i finished reading it i realised im going to be ok. it happens. please let me post this on my page. ill link it to your blog. xx

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  13. That's beautifully written. Thanks for sharing!

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  14. I think I found him, too.

    Thank you for this post. <3

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  15. Your beautiful story has somehow given me strength to continue to find my love... I have sought of on the verge of giving up but not now...

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  16. Something somewhere in my head still wishes it was my ex but that new guy will come around & one day you might forget the other.

    Melanie's Randomness

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  17. How beautiful.. simply love it. It's so god damn true. Thanks for sharing. I gotta post it on my blog - of cause i will link it to you! :)
    xoxo
    - viki-thewhitelady.blogspot.com

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  18. ahh so true

    http://peroxideaddict.blogspot.com/

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  19. the person who wrote this text has just written what i fell and think. Thank you for putting my pain in words so I can understand it more.

    I hope that my boy could read this and understand what im feeling.
    Because I know that he is my prince...

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  20. I feel this way completly i know its time to move on let him liv his life but i just know and wish that he could relise hes the one. the one that i wish for all that with and as optomistic as you feel i feel i have nothing left without him, but i know that one day someone willmake me feel this way someone will bring my life up again but by god almigthy i wish so much it was him

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  21. That's so beautiful. I love it!

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  22. I love this text. I just tells everything I feel right now, so beautiful. So true. These are the words mu heart can't express.

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  23. Thank you. Thank you for putting words to my thoughts and feelings. And thank you for letting me know I'm not alone.

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  24. I started crying while reading this, so true and beautiful!

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  25. This was truly amazing. So beautiful and true, wish I could write like that. Thank you for sharing!

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  26. wow this was EXACTLY what i needed today. in my situation, i'm just about over him i just have not met anyone else that excites me yet. so i know that the time will come, it's just that i would prefer it be sooner rather than later . in any case, there is still a tiny part of me that gets sad when i think that that next person will not be him.

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  27. Please write more..
    This gave me goosebumps and made me smile.
    You put down in word how I feel

    Thank you

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  28. I've been crying all night long. Cause I'm sick of hurting. Then I log on to this page and the words hit me like a lightning. "He will make me complete". And then the text. It was just what I needed. Except for the three last sentences.

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  29. I have a Girl that live cross the atlantic, I thought that We "Clicked", but now I know We dont..
    Instead We are hurting and missunderstanding each other all the time.. The problem is that I still Love Her, and I dont know what to do...

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  30. Thanks, I needed this.

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  31. beautifully written, as if it were my own thoughts <3

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  32. OMG.. as if you've converted my thoughts and put it into writing.... its so mesmerizing.. keep up...

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  33. so beautiful might just have to re post it on my blog well said xx
    www.queenandbroadway.blogspot.com

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  34. sheesh you write just like me. beautiful beautiful enlightening piece. we all have someone out there, dumb and cliche but i believe it. holding onto the past keeps you in the past. live for the present and future, youll find it much easier to breathe that way. good luck =)

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  35. This is so great - I feel the same way!

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  36. i think i met mine :)
    "I will meet someone who doesn't have that need of playing games and instead of following all kinds of rules, simply follows his heart." Check!

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  37. This is spot on. Beautiful and so so so true!

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  38. I am felling something like that.

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  39. this:

    love's not about accepting each others flaws, it's about loving them because they make us who we are.


    is IT. Thank you so much!

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  40. beautifully written! but sometimes, i feel that i won't be able to find that person. :(

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  41. I used that sentence I liked so much in a picture / blogpost (http://catherine-oneway.blogspot.com/2010/11/love-is.html
    ) / wehearit (http://weheartit.com/entry/5123701)

    thank you! <3

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  42. It's amazing how some of these stories like this one always relate to what i am going through at that moment.

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  43. indeed. oh my heart can't stop looking around every fucking corner.

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  44. chills down my spine. everything is just so raw...its insane how we can all relate to this kind of situation.

    bravo! really, i thank you for having the guts to say it out loud.

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  46. girl this i relate to so much && yes he is out there, we just have to go with the flow and he will come to us.

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  47. Some of us will find our guy, hoping that you do. :)

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  48. The thing is,
    With all my heart
    I still wish he could have been you.


    Give anything to have him back right?
    Me too.

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  49. oh, my, god. this was so beautiful. i feel the exact same way, every sentence, every word.
    thanks, i will save this to read again, love it <3

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  50. I feel like this is coming out of my heart. This is so sad and comforting at the same time. Thanks!!

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  51. Absolutely beautiful. I complete relate.
    :)

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  52. Wonderfully written. I can totally relate to this post. I hope time does heal us, and helps us let go and meet that someone "around the corner" soon.

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  53. Tony,
    i wish he could have been you.
    </3

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  54. Oh how amazingly wrote text! I feel all just like that! In summer i had the most amazing time with a wonderful guy just like in farytails and after two weeks apart he stopt to have conect with me an today i made him to say the truth to me what was that he wasn't intrested anymore.... it didn't felt SO BAD cause i didnt eighter felt the sparkel between us anymore but we just had all the ingredings to have perfect relatioship but we didn't got it. I know i deserve someone who looks at me in the way i one day looked at him but i just whis it could have been him!

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