Saturday, August 21, 2010

a chance to see you


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I could have gone home early today but i didnt.

I didnt because the only thing i could think about was that i wanted to see you and the only instance whereby i could conceive this happening- where i might get a chance to see you- was if you decided to take the train home and we would happen to cross paths. So i stood in front of the train station tonight, waiting like some kind of fool. Fool because i didnt even know what i was waiting for. For you to come down the escalator? To see you? Would we even speak? I didn't even know if you were in the city today. I didnt know if you would even take the train if by some chance you were in the city. For all i knew you could have been at home or anywhere else for that matter. So i stood like a prize idiot, waiting there by myself. Not even knowing what i was waiting for.

Here is my confession, I’m Weak. So for maybe a minute or an hour or for however long it takes before my pride take over once again, i’m going to be okay with not being okay. And i’m going to say that i miss you and i’m going to admit that i stood in front of a train station for over an hour tonight just because all i wanted all day was a chance to see you.

Much love,
K.

34 comments:

  1. beautifully written :)

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  2. Aww... I've done that before, waiting for something I knew wasn't going to happen. The chances are slim, but we still convince ourselves to hope.

    But, then again, what's so wrong with admitting you need someone, somtimes? With taking a chance? (Even you do seem a little crazy?)

    I mean, being in love and being a little crazy... there isn't much of a difference between the two, right?

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  3. I would soooo do that. Sometimes seeing that one person is what makes our days even worth it. Sometimes we take the chance and we wait - maybe it works , maybe it doesn't. But sometimes you just have to try. Would lovelorn be the right word for that?

    P.S. I think being willing to wait for someone in a train station is beautifully romantic.

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  4. I have been there. I went down to visit my best friend at college and I know his best friend goes there too. I thought there would be no way that we would run into each other but we literally ran into each other. I stood there and he looked at me and turned away. Sometimes its better to just move on then feel the pain of what happens when you see someone you desperatly want to see but they dont want to see you : /

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  5. we've all been there. this is so sweet

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  6. I can understand you so well!! Thanks for the beautiful words!

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  7. Wow, I've always wanted to do that, waiting for someone just in case they would show up and you would meet and everything would turn out good. I wish you the best of luck in the future, with love & life!

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  8. Waiting for someone just because you have a chance to see him, is such a beautiful idea.

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  9. Hope is painful, exhausting and false most of the time, isn't it...
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  10. I do the same nearly every day...

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  11. those moments where pride kicks in, they are the most beautiful.

    xo
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  12. I've waited and he showed up. Out of the blue but it was like a dream come true.

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  13. oh how i love this becaues i've done it too ;p
    waited just so i could see that someone walk by.

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  14. That is incredibly beautiful... and I probably would have done the same.

    Good luck.

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  15. Love has reasons that reason itself can´t justify... There isn´t a soul in the world that hasn´t done something like this before in the name of love and hope.

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  16. i have the same thing. my ex boyfriend works just a couple of blocks away from my house. When hes finished working (around 9). I take a walk hoping i will see him and he will see me and then we would walk together. It's really stupid and dump because he already got a new girlfriend

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  17. I feel your pain, I understand what you are explaining through such beautiful words. Good luck, I wish you all the best! Please stay strong!

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  18. I'D DIE IF I SAW YOU. I WOULD DIE IF I DID'NT SEE YOU THERE.

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  19. best thing i've read on lelove !
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  20. This really is beautiful. I know I certainly have waited on the chance that I'll see him. For now I have to continue to wait, but someday there will be that time when he shows up. I only believe this because when my mother had feelings for my father, she waited until to leave work until a time where they could run into each other on the way out. They have now been married 25 years.

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  21. This is extremly powerful. You wrote a very specific feeling in such a beautiful and creative way. This text inspired me greatly. You have a way of writing about a feeling that I cannot explain, but you reached out to what I felt in a moment I couldn't.

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  22. Being vulnerable is being in love...you will create an variety of ways to express your love

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  24. beautiful piece.

    this was me, yesterday.
    i took a late night AMTRAK, hoping our trains would meet. because i knew he too would be home for the weekend...

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  25. This is wonderfully written and painfully true.

    I have, on several occasions, taken detours down streets in hope a girl I'm in love with might wonder by, or near her work hoping we might catch each other during lunch hour, just to satisfy the need to see you.

    To hope in the fleeting awkward moment there might be a chink of insight as to how you feel and whether you even spare me any thought during your busy moments or even your quiet ones. You fill mine. You are my busy and quiet, an all consuming presence that eats at my soul. I long to see you, I long for an answer.

    The answer that will banish the pain and fill my heart with the love that warms it and churns my stomach. Not the one that will destroy my heart.

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  26. It sounds like you're creating problems yourself by trying to solve this issue instead of looking at why their is a problem in the first place

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