Thursday, October 1, 2009
i just wish we were each others to have
i thought we were having a conversation
arms wrapped around each other,
drunk and i was talking and then
your mouth was on my mouth
and for three
maybe twelve seconds
we were kissing.
it happened Friday night
in the bar as it closed down.
the music had stopped
but we stayed and stood in the dark and
we were sweaty, my hair was curly
and crazy from dancing
it happened so fast and i was so surprised
that when when we went outside
i had almost forgotten about it.
after Mexican at 3 am
we all went to your house to pee,
and your girlfriend was on the couch
watching tv with your dog.
i couldn't even focus on her face,
i barely remember leaving.
I know how to handle this because
i have stood on each point of that triangle,
and i get it.
i just wish we were each others to